...okay, a lot has happened since my last journal



firstly, the night after me and my last boyfriend broke up, he told me he still had feelings for me and wanted us to have a chance in the future. An hour later he asked out the girl he'd been lying to me about when me and him were going out.








...some people never learn...








Then, that Saturday (which happened to be Halloween), my Little Gran (great grandmother) died. It took this happening to make Alex feel bad and talk to me about stuff.


Basically, my half term was utter crap.



But then, out of the blue, when my friend Shaun was over at my house last week, he kissed me. We're now going out and we're very very very happy :] I've finally found some happiness again, in my time of darkness, my Shaun came to my rescue. He makes me so happy ^.^


On Monday (yesterday) I gathered the courage to sing at my Little Gran's funeral. I'm glad i could give something, give my voice





Hopefully, things will get better now.
I'm staying optimistic ^.^



Thanks for all you guys' support,
I love you all

~~ 'Ku ~~
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